This is for anon. On June 15th I started to feel all the symptoms that you’re supposed to feel when its time to give birth. I was so excited. I called my mom at work, my boyfriend, and my best friend. I drove myself to the hospital and everyone else met me there. 4 hours of pushing and tons of pain later, I had my son. But the look on that doctors face turned the greatest day of my life into the worst. I could tell something was wrong and I didn’t even hear him crying. 15 minutes after not being able to see him the doctor comes in and looks down. I knew right then and there that I had lost the love of my life. I started crying and I couldn’t control myself. I wanted to leave and just be by myself I guess. Then the nurse asked me if I wanted to hold him. I was scared too but I knew in my heart that I had too. That picture above is the first and only picture I have of me holding Nathaniel. For months I got to hold a piece of heaven. Now heaven holds a piece of me<3
Oh my.. :’(
wow…., this is so sad ):
this seriously broke my heart :/
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Awwwwww :’( My God Bless you & console you & your family
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